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ME


Haiqal
Bboy-Haiqal
19dec1989
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ouh well....
Sunday, September 28, 2008
din make it for code dge. was down wen the results was announce. at least i din get thru with the person who was crowned k.o. night champion. dat made me feel better. haha. so leepak at bugis.blah blah blah went home..

sometymes i wonder whether i din went in because others are way better den me or dat i wasnt gd enuf reali. being not gd enuf had been happening dis whole tyme since i started dancing. so wat if im a bboy. dat doesnt prove anything much. doing solo is reali scary. but den for me,i tink im nt gd enuf for anything yet. yeah. anything. im such an untalented guy. haiz. i can nvr do anything gd. n i dun tink i will be gd in anything. such negativity in my mind. but yeah. i hate myself. maybe i should quit wen im ahead. or maybe i should try harder. den again. if ur gd ur gd. if ur nt well ur nt.

im very sad abt a couple of things ryte nw. i wana cry too actuali. but dats hardly gona happen. cz im too immune to anything. shits been starting to happen ard me ever since last year. maybe dis is a part of growing up. if i could weigh my heart,it would weigh a ton on the negative emotions meter. cz dats hw heavy my heart is. im nt reali wanting to be recognise but i jz wana be noticed. in anything i do. be it dance,soccer,rock climb. or anything else. but at the emd of the dae im a gd for nothing.

ryte nw i have nothing to look forward to except for raya. well 50/50 its gona be same old same old for the ferst few daes. n i reali nid someone to reali talk to. someone whom im nt afraid to let out my feelings even though the fact im a guy. cz ryte nw. it seems dat im alone, very alone. n the feeling sucks every single morning i wake up n think abt it.

so dats hw it is for nw. i would reali love to alborate evrything i worte here but my livejournal is being such an ass n cant be log in. thx again to everyone who has wished me luck for the competition. but for nw. i gotta do some soul searching.

"just smile n u can overcome anything. dun start with me"