WeLcOmE To Da DiMeNSiON

HMMMM.

Monday, July 28, 2008

so da' hip-rock affairs is finally over n done with. next up,suntec dance,semi finals for talentquest n national day performance at wlds. so lazy. n i haven prepare for suntec dance. haiz. so lazy u noe.

i have a lot of feelings bottle up inside this body of mine. maybe i should start updating my livejournal. been awhile i update some stuff dere. all i can say for nw is dat hw i am treated is the same as the rest. so sometymes it feels as if deres no point.

next is wat. hmmmmmmmm. oh ya. i nid to get a job. yesterdae i was jz tinking abt my primary sch, secondary sch n ite life. all of them were wonderful. y dun some of u tyr to tink baq some of those past memories. frenz u made. experience u guyz wen thru together. haha. sometymes i feel like going back jz to relive the moments. i dun mind reliving jz one dae of primary sch. or one dae with my beloved 4E4 in evg sec or even with the ite mates at simei. cz all of them make me to wat i am ryte nw.

haha. n my dearest sayang lychee have issues with my low self-esteem. wonder wat she will do if i whine at her in person. haha. but ya. thank you so much lychee for being dere for me. haha. sometymes its kinda weird dat a person whom i dun see dat often is the one dat had always been dere for me. not forgetting the other "fren" of mine la. u noe who u r. okies. gtg.

p.s. im scared la ppl!!!

Bulletin Fever

Friday, July 25, 2008

been having this bulletin fever on friendster. but friendster being such a bitch din let me post anymore bulletin todae. haha. so this was the one i wanted to post todae. lol.

1) Who is your best guy friend?
`i got climbing hooligans n my 4 evg blood brothers only.

2) If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
`yes. i would care. hw often u get a girl saying dat to u.

3) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
`yea........

4) Where did you last sleep other than your house?
`Malik's house

5) Do you have a best friend?
`yeap.

6) Do you smoke?
`yeap. smoking is cool.(not reali la)

7) Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
`haha. i was this guy who was totally over a girl n danced bcoz of her. bt not nw la. nw dance for myself.

8) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
`my relatives wen my late uncle died 3-4 yrs ago.

9) Can you vote next election? `nope. bt i want to!

10) What are you listening to?
`boyce avenue acoustic singing.

11) When will your next kiss be?
`tmr if my mum at home.

12) Who do you love right now?
`anyone who noes me. particularly ______(fill in the blanks)

13) Who was the last person to call you handsome/hot?
`wat a question!!!! too shy to tell you~~

14) Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? `duh...overnyte practices wat!!

15) Where did your last hug take place?
`aidi n elroy is gay. haha. oh tkde link ehk. with adeq ryna of course.

16) Do you date smart people?
`i did. they turned to be dumb at life.

17) Where were you at 2:02 this afternoon?
`in bed dreaming abt someone.

18) Last place you took a plane to? `haven take plane b4. haiz.

19)How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
`hahahaha. i duno......

20) Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
`yeap. dats the only thing i can afford to give in msn. LOL.

21) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
`yeap. wen i was a kid. imagine me in diapers. go figure.

22) Who did you last go out to eat with?
`cik hasnah n family.

23) Do you have unlimited texting?
`i wish for dat. but prepaid lyke ****.

24) How old will you be in 13 months? `19. so old. haha.

25) When is the last time you took a nap?
`cant recall.

26) If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them? `hide them. yea. but then i duno how the hell it will become obvious.

27) Do you wear glasses?
`yeap. love my specs.

28) What are you looking forward to in the next month?
`KL trip!!!

29) What are you thinking about?
`da& hip-rock affairs event tmr. so much things to do. SHIT!!! i nid to get ready!!!!

bored.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

im superficially bored. wat the hell does dat suppose to mean. my sleepless nytez are so lonely. itz jz me n the computer. imagine my daily routine. wake up in the morning jz to go to the other room to sleep. have a few msges in my hp which sometymes i blindly reply. get phone calls by random ppl in the morning. den wake up in abt 3 plus. switch on teh computer. see who online. do the necessary. den go rp or wlds cc. haiz. wat a life. i nid a job sia. seriously. haha. the NS letter still haven come. as if they dun wan me to go to NS. wtf. haha. yea. haha. n to "e bintang" asl tk kluar nie pat msn. sng2 chat ler makcik. haha.

byebye.

regret.choices.in.life.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

jz feel like blogging suddenly.

today(21/7),i bumped into one of the biggest regret in my life. its a her. duh. jz wana call her my "bintang" for nw. so ya. she was in blue. with shorts. n she was as surprise as i was. cz i was actuali sitting dwn at w4 with kaykay n benjy watching dance vids for awhile. den i saw this girl from far coming down the stairs. next thing i noe she was waving at me. i was lyke wtf!!!! of all places ehk. haha. cz we haven seen each other ever since danceworks. but it was a brief moment. she came to us. said a hi to me. punch fist. n she went off. aww man. the feeling of regret was lyke urgh!! reali. but den she's with someone nw. haha. well,a certain fren of mine said regretting itself is a regret.(i tink). lol. but ya. i wonder if dat "bintang" actuali still reads my blog. lol. haha.

n ya. jz a piece of news. im joining Suntec Dance solo category. yea. a bit. well,very ambitious of me. i do get some negative comments from ppl but i have three living souls who's with me on this. n dats my dearest lychee diannah,my blood brother hamster and another certain secret fren of mine. lol. but im reali scared of this competition. cz it could make or break me.

so dis saturdae performance for wlds cc. normally i would say no biggie. but this tyme. its a BIG BIGGIE. cz its goana be four of us on stage for the second tyme. ya ppl. second tyme jz the four of us. n we wana make it happen on dat dae. im looking forward to it. n i gotta buck up oso. nid to show the whole world(well jz sg dancers la) wat we capable of.

im done. n yea. sometymes. we have to make hard decisions in life. but those decisions are the things dat make us to who we are nw. for me personally,holding onto ur past is ok. but holding on it for too long will make u lose out. ouh well. dats jz me. contradicting a bit. but ya.

Hetic session.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

ok. let's start with friday. was effing bored at home n need to wait till 11 pm jz for practice. so i contacted "aisyah" whether we could have another movie session like the dae b4. she agreed. so met her. watched simpsons. laugh here n dere. haha. den send her to the mrt station and was on my way home. reached home n saw my parents getting ready to go somewhere. dey wanted to go causeway point. so i wanted to follow. so did my brother. we had swensens. HAHAHAHHAA. it reminded me of someone as i was witing in line. so i had a mega burger. n dat burger is wat i reali call a burger. it was huge baby. shiok sia!! hah. after dessert went back home. came across the rest at titanic. so quickly got ready at home n went out to meet the rest n went to khatib.

so dat nyte. we spent the nyte at kemboja's house. haha. we practice ard the place. oh yes. the practicing was the hectic part. omg. ferst of all. one of the song not choreograph finish yet n the other song the choreo not learned AT ALL. not blaming wawan of course. he's a bz guy. anyway. me n shahrul was a bit strss out with learning the new choreo. cz only the guyz do most of the choreo for dat song while the girls did the ferst n last part only. wah. me n shahrul was lyke "take care to us". haha. so everyone was trying to absorb everything but all of us was tired. reali. we finally got the whole item done n went back to kemboja's place to sleep. me,ryna shahrul n wawan had prata n thosai b4 heading to sleep. lol. sleeping was not dat fun cz it was reali cramped. we got some PPL suddenly,"TAA!!!!!" while sleeping. some PPL taking the whole bed. den got the chinese n the mamak fighting with each other. LOL. haha. den we were woken up by kemboja's mum. she was wondering y we haven wake up to get ready n all. LOL. haha. cute la the mother. haa. so everyone got up. wash faces n went back down for a couple more rounds n brushing up. after dat went back up. everyone was urgh. took turns to bath. watch CHOCOLATE while waiting for our turns. but itook very long la. we need to report at 530
n gez wat. we still waiting fr the last person to bath. haha. so reach the place ard 630. prepared. bla blah blah.

the whole competition was funny and a bit mererpek. we got aunties uncles competing. got very young girls. wah. the comp got three category we were in the dance n others category. teh other two category was the singing one. so we were up. haha. i was a bit nervous bcoz i reali cant absorb the steps cz i was to tired. lol. but pulled thru. forgot here n dere only. but i tell u. teh applause from teh audience was the one dat made my dae sia. after we bowed, we lookedup n saw EVERYONE applauding for us. omg. haha. after dat picture taking session. den we had to wait till 11PM for the results. yeah. we got thru to the semi finals which is on 3rd august. haha. stress la. anyway. nw we,DYK,gona prepare for our charity event show. wana show ppl wat we got. n im considering something pretty much impt in my life ryte nw. let's jz sae its an email away. haha.

bye.

i hate myself bcoz of someone.

i dont know.

Friday, July 18, 2008

yea. i seriously dont kno whether i should blog or not. cz the feeling of blogging is gone cz im having these "feelings" dat keeps bothering me very single night. wouldnt wana go dere for nw.

so todae woke up real early(lyke wat,12 noon? phfft.) n had lunch. watch videos here n dere. den got ready to go to rp to meet "aisyah". aisyah was kinda late. i gez. lol. so we watch what happens in vegas at w4 on her baby(her RED vaio). lol. i had the feeling we gona argue. as in men vs women. we keep saying "see hw the guy...","see hy the girl...." dat kind of arguement. haha. a bit of jentik2 and slapping each other here n dere bcoz of the movie. once i t was finish. everyone came. oh ya. many ppl say i look different in glasses. do i? haha. so ya. after dat i send our dear "aisyah" home. bt with some drama here n dere. yea. n ppl. cant i jz walk with a girl. do not sare. cz the girl is human lyke u. phfft. anyway. got back to rp n practice. practice was jz average except for watching two girls eating each other's shits n vomits n a guy cutting his balls off on ling's laptop. dats abt it. LOL. IT WAS DISGUSTING!!! but i could handle it. cz it was lyke ok for me. nothing extreme. YET.

was expecting someone to msg me while i was practicing but she din. ouh well den i msg her she reply only wen she was going to sleep. do not give me dat face while u reading dis. anyway,im surprised of all ppl,this "someone" was real concern abt my shoulders. n i would like to thank this "someone" for giving me the ointment. haha. dun tag my board. u noe wat i mean "someone".

"Aisyah"

Sunday, July 13, 2008

revealation time. haha. the pic above (she's gona kill me) is the "aisyah" i've been talking abt all dis while. haha. well,her real name is actually marella krista. the bestfren to our dear yenny christina. haha. she's speaks three different languages i tink. lol. her link is up. go dere if u wan to see how many kind of blood she has in her body. lol.

so ya. she told me dat she will call me after werk. n here i was on the soccer field hoping she would call. even after the whole match she din call. after 10pm she still din call. n here i tot she"s gona leave me hanging lyke some of them do. but hamster gave this very idea to jz msg her one word. "LIAR". so i did. went online. saw her online. n type those very four letter word. n i got a call from our dear "aisyah" straight after. n there comes the "it asnt my fault it wAS THE HP FAULT" conversation. i felt a bit bad la. but den it became a worse feeling den dat. lyke i duno wat her hp batt was flat. this was the second tyme mind you. n den she finally wana memorise my number. i din force ok. so our conversation had up n downs. thx to my beloved blood brother afiq hamster. sheesh. so i was abt to go eat. den i lyke said im gona call her ltr. den she lyke say look at hamster msn n put down the fon on me. i check n gez wat. she jz type dat she wanted to talk to me. n i had to say i call her back. mcm bodoh kn gytu aku nie. haha. den i call her umpteeth tymes n she nvr pick up. wen she finally pick up. gez wat again. she was toking to her mother la dats y nvr pick up. n here i was all scared dat she sulking in her room. so everything was ok i gez. n she gona call me tmr after werk. if not i get free gelare waffles!!! haha. dats abt it. i bet she gona say something at my tagboard to defend herself. *to "aisyah":dun dare force urself not to defend urself on my tagboard cz u noe u want to*

so ya. "aisyah". krista. dey are the same person. lol.

*jgn mrh k org tu. haha...;p*

SICK

Saturday, July 12, 2008

i am so so sick. seriously. my whole body is burning. i could feel as if my heels gona b on fire. n im so weak. i nid someone to talk to nw. but derez no one. everyone are either asleep or bz minding their own business. haiz.
i cant do anything ryte. i cant even sleep. help..... n i dun tink im gona survive the weekend schedule dat i have. much less the schedule for this month. im gona die ppl. haiz.

Being Alone.

Friday, July 11, 2008

hw bout asking urself wen was the last tyme u actually spent the dae with urself. its a "huh" question isnt it. wat i mean is have u ever wanted to be alone. or have nowhere to go to but urself. well,i noe i've been doing that for the past duno hw many months. only god noes hw alone i am. LOL.

i still remember some daes i would jz wear casually n go straight to town n jz window shopping alone. maybe common for some but not to me. lol. imagine u wana ask somebody an opinion abt a shirt n no one is dere. sedih kn. haha. n yes. at tymes i make myself go all the way to marsiling jetty jz to look at the "scenery" lol. got one tyme i actually took a nap dere cz i brought a mat with me. haha. but it was nice u noe. some other tymes i jz walk ard causeway point alone n jz look at the stuffs dat i could buy if i hadnt wasted my money on something else. so ya. been busy for these few weeks. so no alone tyme for awhile except for todae. cz im effing sick. yes. im sick yet again. fuck shit. anyway was in bed till afternoon. woke up eat n eat. watch movie on computer. msn her n dere. tried calling "aisyah" the whole dae she din pick up. came to noe her battery was dead. lol. so was bored at home n decided to do some shopping at causeway point. walk ard causeway point for more then an hr. yes yes. alone. was on the fon with "aisyah" most of the tyme. bought myself two giodarno shirts. seems quite nice to me. duno if i ever wear them. yes. i have dis habit of spending money unnecessarily wen i have them. bad habit ryte. so ya. got back home. watched hancock online. n yes. im stress with everything dats gona come up. sheesh.

13 july-official for street soccer tournament
19 july-talentquest competition at chongpang amphitheater(dance)
26 july-Da' Hip-Rock Affairs performance(dance)

n i wonder wats gona come up next. maybe the national day performance cik hasnah been bugging me abt. sheesh.

NOTHING HURTS MORE DEN A WOMAN'S PINCH. LOL.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

hey all. my cough came baq. yes. the irritating dry cough is baq. cibai. i tink the cold from the nyte at sentosa causes this. damn. so todea. hmm. mastura anuar called and asked abt the money. n yes. dis morning i got a whoel load of msges. haha. anyway,went out ard 5 plus to transfer the money to mastura n zarina. haha. den went to rp W4. alone. haha. i was practically watching the flat screen tv dere. den i took a nap. den "aisyah" called. she asked m where i was n i told her. den i ask her to accompany me since i was alone. haha. so she came. luminiq was dere. so we were playing ard with her sch's laptop. haha. surf here n dere. disturb her here n dere. but wait!!! i tell u!!! wen she pinches me jz nw,argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so painful sia. den she can hit me somemore. n i cant do anything to her. y? quoted from "aisyah","i swear i will walk out from you n nvr talk to you again". im lyke. damn... but can go crazy u noe. stress for a moment. n we had many "dun give me dat face" kind of moments. kn "aisyah"? hahah. den i had to go meet cik hasnah at civic centre. n i insisted dat both of us walked to the wlds station. but no............. someone had to take taxi from RP to dere. haiyo. haha. said our gdbyes.. met cik hasnah. blah blah blah. go home. haha

i love hot chocolate.
i kinda lyke "aisyah's" bracelet.
n i hate dis cough of mine. n gez wat. tmr shooting at nyp again. n im sick again.

PHFTT!!!!

Weekend Enjoyment. WooHoo!

Sunday, July 06, 2008

YES PPL!!! I HAD A WHOLE WEEKEND OF ENJOYMENT SIA. HAHAHAHA.

FRIDAY
so friday was our performance at Youth Park. Th crowd was below average. seriously. boring~~~ so our crew did fine i gez. not too bad nt too good. chill baby. haha. den we all get changed to go to double o to watch the jim beam dance comp. but i had to forget to bring my pants. cibai. n i was wearing 3/4's. so alep accompany me for awhile b4 he went to starbucks to eet duno wat girl la. haha. i got my jeans at song & song lucky plaza. IN THE GIRLS SECTION. it was the only size 31 jeans. i too it changed n met alep at starbucks. sat dere for a moment as alep was mingling. haha. after dat we went straight to double o n got our chops. haha. blah blah blah. we went into the club to watch the competition. but dere was dis gila girl(as quoted from mas's blog) who was drunk. dumbshit u noe the girl. suddenly pour liquor on the dance floor. i feel lyke slapping her sia. anyway the comp was great. reai great. haha. every crew was dope except for jd crew. i suggest they become hostess to old men sia. urgh. disgusting. anyway, 5678 took it. 2nd was freekzy nutz. 3rd was fantastic remix. awww. our dear wawan is growing up so fast. lol. anyway i wanted to stay inside the club but i was nt reali in the mood cz i remembered the last tyme i was dere. i was alone. so went out with fantastic remix. chilling at EQ2. den hakim ask everyone to go sentosa. haha. we agreed. lol. went to mcdonalds to eat. n i slept over at hakim's house for the nyte.

SATURDAY
woke up n went straight home to prepare things to go sentosa. i came ltr to met them cz i wanted to rest at home for awhile. den got ready n went to sentosa. wah. ferst tyme i walk ard public with shades sia. haha. the sun was glaring dat dae. so reach palawan beach n saw redha in the water while the rest in beachware lying dwn on those benches thingy. lol. we had fun in the dae. played in the water. did cheerleading stunts!!!! haha. toss g here n dere. toss redha. hilariou i tell u. den we buried redha. haha. so redha was buried n the rest was in the water. i took the opportunity to lie down. grab my shades. n took a relaxing nap. omg. great sia the nap. woke up n showered. the rest too. so it was already nite time. after 7 i gez. the rest slept. haha. but it was relaxing reali. i was lyig dwn n on the fon with "aisyah" the befdae gerl. haha. the stars was amazing. haha. n dere was actuali fireworks dat dae. cool or wat. blah blah blah. andreas n alif finally came. den alep. haha. we had our "photoshoot". lol. i wan those pix sia. haha. den we had to play dare n darer. i was lyke ,"shit~" do not want to elaborate on dat. den after dat we had a gossip session. lol. den i had to go sleep cz the next dae i had werk to do at sembawang park.

SUNDAY
i woke up freezing. reali freezing. the rest was actuali dancing. lol. lyke destiny chld lyke dat. haha. i had to go off. den. went off to sembawang. reach sembawang park. i din know where the event was. so i followed the shore to dere. it was kinda far. so u oe wat my werk was. stand under the hot sun n show my face at my chairman dat im dere. phfft. den i talked abt our hiphop booth to the minister of health. yes2. minister. haha. ok. bla blah blah. we went inside this buffet room. we jz wanted to feel the air condition. haha. suddenly the GUESTS OF HONOUR came in. n we pretended to be the ushers to their buffet. lol. n the funyy thing abt ministers. dey force u to eat. LOL. reali. cz y. dey cant finish it. haha. so i took my share. blah blah blah went home. rest fro awhile den go cc to become caretaker of studio. fantastic crew came n practice. bla blah bla. went home.

im so tired la ppl!!! n the dance fever is baq again!!! peformances!!! competition!!! argh!!! is dere no end!!!!

Mount Faber, Pussycat Dolls,Flair Rehearsal

Thursday, July 03, 2008

TUESDAY

well the morning for tuesdae was nt dat pleasant for me. it was disappointing actually. but im all over that. so in the early afternoon went to mount faber. we gona go boulder dere. so met elroy n his father at harbourfront hawker centre. we proceed to mount faber ferst. we met MR.S(lope) and MR.T(angga) as we went UP mount faber. LOL. so we did a bit of climbing. i tell u. the sensation of climbing was so gd. i reali needed it to,well,somehow blow off some steam. haha. den zaini,taufik,roma n maisara came n join us. had great fun climbing. n i tell u. if i had concentrate on climbing instead of dance i would have been reali strong lyke the rest. not dat im nt strong la. hehe. jz dat i can be stronger if i had went down for training instead of dance practices. lol. but ya. talking abt dance. 5 plus i went off from mount faber. met aidi along the way n insisted i dun go practice n continue to climb. haha. reach rp n practice. jz the formation bit. but we did something else dat was way better den practice for dat moment. u guyz will have to watch a vid of it below. LOL. after prac everyone went home. so was msning at ny wen sunddenly mastura pm me abt a dance comp. so me ayul n her was conferencing in msn abt he comp. whether we can still join or nt. cz the deadline was a few hours baq. lol. so the genre of the competition was mambo. n we went youtube n imeem jz to noe hw to mambo. heck i put on my leather shoes(dat has heels) n learned mambo online. lol.

TODAY

actualy we can join the mambo comp. so met up with mas n ayl n went forum. create some steps for teh chorus. den it was tyme for rehearsal for the firday's performance. the sound system was whacked. we couldnt hear a thing. not reali la. but we were laughing while dancing on stage. lol. after the whole thing we went off eating at LJS. G tag along with us n we had donuts. lol. den we lepak for sometyme b4 everybody went off..

MOMENT OF TRUTH..........The Pussycat Whores!!!

Ayul(blue),Haiqal(all black),mastura(white),shahrul(black tanktop)